a fiery peace

this one I wrote when i was feeling down, a wee while back.

going nowhere very fast
unsure which route i should take
feeling, thinking without a breath

the road with ease looks good
the height looks welcoming
toes touching the edge
slight wobble as breeze passes

trying hard, but something
someone stopping me
looking up take a breath
all faces look to him
innocence is calling

this face I recognise
he has called before
ignorance no longer bliss
heart is broken and tugged

there he hangs
"it is finished" he cries
he breathes his last

i step down
fall to my knees
who is this man
that he takes it for me

i curl up open my arms
and plead..
'take me back,
forgive me,fill my life'

immediately all is clear
a fire burns within again
life seems full again
i see a shadow, look up,
there he stands his hand outstretched

the dark clouds part
my mind breathes
i take his hand and smile
there is nothing else i need

he walks with me
we talk
Im reminded of what he did
he slows me down
I breathe relief
he sends me the right way

still unsure of where i head
i toddle on in peace
life makes sense

sovreignty and love glow from his face
i look back to see him
he has gone
in my heart i know he is there